A Thanksgiving Post, and Something For Which I’m Thankful

This is not my typical Thanksgiving post, although, before I dive into it, I do want to say that I am thankful for so much: my family, my friends, the wonderful memories I have of those I have lost and the enduring bonds I have with so many who are reading these words. Thank you. I am grateful for my new home, for the daily comforts I take for granted most of the year, and for the opportunities I have been privileged to enjoy throughout my life.

I am also, of course, grateful for my writing career, which brings us a little closer to the core of this post.

It’s no secret that my family and I have been through a rough period, and that during that time, I virtually stopped writing. I continued to post here when I could, but I did not write any original fiction for more than two years.

This fall, I decided I’d had enough of not writing. A few weeks ago, the Kickstarter for the Disruptive Intent anthology that I will be co-editing with the fabulous Sarah J. Sover for Falstaff Books funded. That meant not only that I will have more editing to do before too long, but also that, at the request (insistence? direct order?) of John Hartness, head of Falstaff, I will be writing a short story for the project.

I am truly delighted to report that, as of about a week and a half ago, I have started writing said short story, which will be set in my Radiants universe.RADIANTS, by David B. Coe (Jacket art by Belle Books)

Yes, I am writing fiction again.

It’s coming quite slowly right now. But I am making progress each day and now have nearly half the story drafted. It’s not very good. Not yet. I may have to scrap much of what I’ve committed to phosphors thus far. That, though, is beside the point. I am writing. Finally. It feels really good.INVASIVES, by David B. Coe (Jacket art courtesy of Belle Books)

Before starting on the fiction, I actually took a couple of weeks and wrote about Alex, about losing her, about our relationship, about my grief, about the complex tangle of emotions that seemed to be getting in the way of my creativity. Those words I will never share with anyone. I just knew that I needed to write them before I could move on. The writing was painful, but it was also freeing. A lesson there, I believe. Writing is not always about producing words for publication. Sometimes it is catharsis. Sometimes it is a means of processing emotions that cannot be addressed in any other way. That, at least, is how it sometimes is for me.

In any case, I wanted to share this.

Happy Thanksgiving to you all. May you be surrounded by love and laughter.

Monday Musings: One Year In Our New House

Today marks the one-year anniversary of our move to the new house in Upstate New York. We left Tennessee on November 22, 2024 and reached our house the next day, but, by design, our stuff didn’t arrive until the 24th, so that’s the day we moved in. (BTW, shout-out to Two Men and a Truck out of Chattanooga — they were reasonably priced, they arrived when they said they would both for pick-up and delivery, and they packed our furniture with utmost care.)

So, yeah, a year ago today, the movers left us with our furniture and many, many boxes labeled in ways we had thought were clear a couple of weeks earlier when we packed them, but which now struck us as annoyingly cryptic. Many hours of work, many cans of paint, many pounds of topsoil, many dollars, and many small repairs later, the house and yard are shaping up quite nicely, thanks very much. Believe it or not, we’re still finishing up some of our projects, and a few others remain in the planning stages. But overall, we are settled in and very happy in our new-ish home.

We designed and oversaw the construction of our old home in Tennessee, and so I expect we will never feel about any house the way we felt about that one. It was the first house we owned, it was the place where we built our careers and raised our wonderful daughters. What can possibly compete with that? But to be honest, I have never loved any setting for a home more than I love this new one. Our property is exquisite and offers mountain views to both the southeast and southwest. We have sunrise and sunset views. The place teems with wildlife. The fall foliage was lovely. Last winter’s snows were gorgeous, and spring and summer brought blooms of riotous color to every corner of the yard. Eagles and hawks fly over with some frequency. Our flock of wild turkeys, which appears at least once a day, now numbers in the high forties. Finches, chickadees, and woodpeckers are eating seed faster than I can fill our feeders. Bliss.

We are near my brother and sister-in-law. We are near dear friends. And we have loved, loved, loved, being able to see them all with regularity and frequency. We have also already hosted many visitors and are always happy to host more. Just sayin’.

Until our paths cross again, be well, and have a wonderful week.

Nancy and me, the Catskills behind us. House at dusk Backyard, early fall.

Our First Snow!

I know: Two posts in two days! Will wonders never cease?

Yesterday evening, just as I was finishing my post and putting it up on this site, it began to snow here. Our first snow of the season. We didn’t get a lot of snow — not by any stretch of the imagination. It was a dusting that left a thin layer of flakes on the stairs to our front and back doors and that made it seem someone had sprinkled sugar on the lawn and fallen leaves. But it was enough to put a smile on my face.

To my mind, there is something magical about a first snow, particularly in a place — like here in New York — where it promises a good deal more to some. I know that many of my friends back in the Southeast will think I’m crazy for saying so, but I love snowfall. During our many years in Tennessee, one of the things I missed most was living in a place that had four distinct seasons. Winter in the South was gray and brown and foggy and wet. Satisfying snowfalls were as rare as satisfying election results. Instead of 30 degrees and snowy, we had thirty-four degrees and rainy. All. The. Time. Drove me nuts.

So, now that Nancy and I are back in a place where it snows, we are loving winters again. Nancy was even more excited about last night’s dusting than I was. We understand that this snow will likely be gone by nightfall, or tomorrow at the latest. That’s okay. We’ll get more.

In the meantime, though, I have stood outside in the first snow of the season, felt it tickling my face and melting in my palms. I’m happy.

Monday Musings: The Ghosts of Shoeless Joe and Charlie Hustle

Did you know that you can now place bets on the speed of a particular pitch that is about to be thrown in a Major League Baseball game? Did you know that you can bet on the outcome of the next running play in a National Football League game? You can even bet on whether the next shot in a National Basketball Association game will be a two-pointer or a three-pointer.

It’s called “micro-betting” and it is just one way in which the reach and profitability of sports betting has exploded in recent years. If you watched the World Series this year, you might have noticed that almost every other commercial was for a sports betting app or service. Bettors are now able to wager as well on the performances of individual players. How many points will my team’s shooting guard score? How many strikeouts will my team’s starting pitcher have? How many receiving yards will my team’s tight end gain? This isn’t your dad’s sports betting, to borrow a clichéd phrase. It’s not just about who wins and loses and by how much. Gambling has seeped into pretty much every part of every game in every sport. And this new gambling reality is starting to impact the integrity of the major professional leagues.

Gambling is a vice, obviously. For many, it is an addiction. It can be argued that any legalized gambling places some people at risk — gamblers themselves as well as their family members, not to mention those who may be victims of the organized crime syndicates that often involve themselves in gambling. State sponsored gambling in the form of lotteries has long been controversial. It would be irresponsible of me not to mention all of this, even if these things are not the subjects of today’s post. For the purposes of this essay, I will focus my discussion on the new developments in sports betting.

Over the weekend, two pitchers for the Cleveland Guardians, relievers Emmanuel Clase and Luis Ortiz, were indicted on gambling charges. Prosecutors allege that the two pitchers told associates ahead of their late-inning appearances what pitches they would throw in sequence. Those in the know would place a bet that, say, their fourth pitch would be clocked below 95 mph and would result in a ball or a hit batsman. The relievers would then throw a wild slider on that fourth pitch and would later receive a share of the winnings.

Videos accompanying the mobile version New York Times story about the scheme show Clase, a three time all-star and one of the best relievers in the game over the past several seasons, burying the bet-upon pitches in the dirt in front of home plate again and again and again. One of those pitches bounced up and struck his team’s catcher in the shoulder, causing the catcher to clutch his shoulder in pain.

This baseball scandal comes only a couple of weeks after the National Basketball Association was caught up in a gambling scandal of its own. Chauncey Billups, a coach and former player, Terry Rozier, a current player, and Damon Jones, a current assistant coach, have been arrested for their roles in the illegal activity. They would inform bettors of inside information on upcoming games — which players were hurt and would not appear — so that the gamblers could more accurately predict the games’ outcomes. In one instance, Rozier told gamblers to bet on him underperforming in an upcoming game. He then faked an injury during the game and removed himself from play in order to keep his statistics low. The men were also involved in a poker cheating scheme that involved mafia figures, which has nothing to do with NBA games directly, but seems like a really bad idea . . . .

Since a 2018 Supreme Court case loosening restrictions on sports betting, similar cases have led to harsh disciplinary action being taken against other players in the NFL and NBA, as well as in Major League Baseball. For baseball, though, gambling is more than just a recent problem. It is, in a sense, the sport’s original sin, the historic black eye that shaped its early development into “the national pastime.”

In 1919, the Chicago White Sox played the Cincinnati Reds in the World Series. Eight of its players, including star outfielder Joe Jackson, are said to have conspired with gamblers to throw the series to the Reds, earning themselves a lifelong ban from baseball, and the sobriquet “the Black Sox.” The Black Sox scandal has been the subject of two fine movies: Eight Men Out, starring John Cusack and directed by John Sayles; and a personal favorite of mine, Field of Dreams, starring Kevin Costner, Amy Madigan, and James Earl Jones. Both portray the players as simple-minded, easily duped by the gamblers who paid them, and, in the case of Joe Jackson, innocent, despite the fact that he accepted a payment of $5,000. I offer no opinion on the matter; I don’t know enough about the particulars. But I grew up hearing about the Black Sox. Because in the wake of the scandal, baseball’s owners hired Judge Kennesaw Mountain Landis as baseball’s first commissioner (in fact, if not name) to oversee the direction of the sport and to cleanse it of gambling influence. For a long time it worked.

Pete RoseUntil Pete Rose came along. For those you who don’t know the name, Rose was one of baseball’s biggest stars in the 1960s and 1970s. A winner of the Rookie of the Year Award in 1963 and the Most Valuable Player award a decade later, he was a key figure in the Cincinnati Reds’ dynasty of the mid-70s. He won several batting titles, finished his playing career as the Major League’s career leader in hits (as well as in games played and at bats), and was a shoe-in to be inducted into the Hall of Fame in his first year of eligibility.

Now, I should say here that I never liked Rose. He was what people call “a hard-nosed player.” He was intense and competitive. His fans called him “Charlie Hustle,” because he always played like his life depended on it. If he drew a walk, which he did a lot, he wouldn’t jog to first base like most players, he’d run full tilt. During one memorable all-star game, which is essentially an exhibition game that counts for nothing but bragging rights, he won the contest for the National League by barreling over the American League catcher, Ray Fosse, to score the winning run. In the process, he broke two of Fosse’s ribs. The catcher was never the same. In short, Pete Rose was an asshole. His “hustle” was, to my mind, showmanship. “Look at me! Look how I run even when I don’t have to.” He was a great baseball player — I would never dispute that — but after his playing days were through and he had become a manager, I was not at all surprised to learn that he had been accused of betting on baseball games, including those in which his teams played. Rose denied it for years, but the evidence was clear and, like the White Sox players, he was banned from baseball and deemed ineligible for the Hall of Fame. In a 2004 autobiography, he finally confirmed what everyone else already knew: that he had, in fact, bet on games involving his team.

My point in retracing this history is quite simple: Gambling and sports mix poorly. I’m not naïve. So long as there are contests on which to wager, people will look to make money by betting on them. I know this. Players are, by nature competitive people, and at times, during the full grind of a 162-game season, their interest in just winning games might wane. I always believed that Rose bet on baseball because, once his playing career ended, managing wasn’t intense enough for him. He needed more of an edge, more excitement. He also probably didn’t handle his money well, as evidenced by his 1990 conviction for tax evasion. Other players have faced similar issues post retirement. But this is all the more reason to avoid making every play of every game a betting opportunity. Because as long as players are the subjects of wagers, they are going to feel that they have some right to be cut in on the winnings. It’s hard to argue with them on this, even if it is illegal and against established league bylaws. So why create the incentive? The games ought to be interesting enough. Failing that, being able to bet on the outcome of those games, ought to add interest enough. Allowing bets on every play, not to mention on every players’ individual performance, creates too much incentive to break the rules. And this applies across all sports at all levels.

For the better part of a century, Shoeless Joe Jackson and Pete Rose were among the exceptions — players who couldn’t resist the allure of easy money. Today’s sports betting rules and the resulting ubiquity of gambling, make the temptation too great. There are bound to be a lot more scandals going forward.

Have a great week. I bet you will . . . .